Truth is what that hurts.

Return gift for you

2011-07-10T14:33:00.003+08:00

LIM ANN NEE

THIS IS FOR YOU!!!

HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!!

안니 사랑합니다!

2011-07-09T21:17:00.002+08:00

To my Bestie,

Ann nee 안니,

감사합니다!

정말 사랑해요~

나에 친구야 대박..

I really appreciate you.

I don't know how to say it,

because things that can put in words will be i love you and thank you,

there are more things that can't be put in words.

More than love, more than thank you.

I just want you to know,

I treasure you.

Didn't forget you at all.

Although we are quite busy these days and did not manage to meet up,

but the love for you is still there!

We will still be like what we were in those days.

We will still be as awesome as ever!

With you with me,

we are best friends.

I.LOVE.YOU.LIM.ANN.NEE!

2011-07-08T22:02:00.002+08:00

Ok.

I unlocked my blog again.

I don't want to explain why i locked it.

Forget the unhappy.

Now, let's focus on the happy ones~

Ok...

Actually there's nothing happy anyways.

My whole mind is just beast, shinee, mblaq and b1a4.

LOL.

Love them so much.

Our maknae dongwoon-ie fell sick...

Aigoo..

His hyungs must be worried and taking care of him.

Can totally imagine out boyfriend idol, b2st leader yoon dujun is taking care of him~~~

Kyaaaa!

Love my doodoo leader!

hahaha!

Ok..

A little cheesy but yeah..

My love swell so much after the first them i see them perform live at YOG~~

비스트 짱!!!!

윤두준 I want to be your Bad Girl~

사랑해~

아이구.. 지자 보고싶어요!

BEAST FANMEET

2011-07-03T17:27:00.004+08:00

KYYYAAAA!

ANNYEONG!

WENT TO MY DARLING AWESOME BEAST BOYS FANMEET YTD!

I didn't went in but stayed outside to hear!

It was a blast in there,

I know!

So freaking envious!

Sang Dujun's birthday song outside though i know he'll not hear it.

I just hope that he gets my blessings with other b2uties too~

At least i'm there to sing and celebrate!

They are so near yet so far!

But,

It's ok!!!!!!!

At least i saw them reaching and leaving~~~

My camera hanged when they came out!

Just at the time they stepped out!

Omg..

So suay lah!

But at least ann nee and me stood at the front and she said dongwoon waved at us when i was busying crying and scolding my camera!

Ahhhh!

Lost a chance!

But i saw dujun,

my favourite leader!

Waved when he arrived~~~

And when he was leaving,

he passed a ball to the fans at the center.

Got me shocked and my heart cracked a little!

LOL!

It's alright.

I'm standing at the corner,

no wonder he didn't see...

He's still the best leader ever with my dubu onew~~

Forever a b2uty and shawol~~~

I enjoyed my day with my precious b2uties friend and made friends with some b2uties.

They're so friendly!!!

I'm contented by just listening and looking at them for a few seconds.

Satisfied.

Next,

I'm going to try to aim for greater things,

Cube concert and standing at the front.

Tired of being envious of the lucky girls.

I guess ytd was smooth for them

Didn't create any bad impression.

I'm glad.

SgB2uties are cooperative isn't it??

hahahha...

While waiting,

we saw this white shirt korean guy,

the photographer of cube.

He's so cute and the fan's so cute!

Keep calling him oppa!

Then he walked and wave like a small boy.

A bad thing,

he smokes.

LOL..

He waved at us though cos girls behind screamed:"OPPA!!!!"

Then yah,

he waved.

Cute max~

Then we were talking abt it,

it's like every korean guys that comes is being treated like idols.

LOL!

They will scream and call OPPA!

LOL!

Funny~

But, still,

we have to behave and respect them to create good impression~

But now,

I have to worry abt my consequences.

I hope "they" don't know that i went.

If not,

deep deep trouble...

Please,

bless me.

Give me luck.

2011-06-19T12:58:00.001+08:00

Grrrr....

Me very tempted to buy an Ipod!!!

I want the apps,

esp i want to chat with ppl around the world.

I want to make friends with koreans.

Kyaaaaa~~

Save money!

KakaoTalk is really tempting me!

$$$$$$$$$$$$

Kyaaaaaa~~ I'm BACK!

2011-06-12T17:07:00.002+08:00

KYAAAAA!

ANNYEONG!

I'm back to blog!

Exams are over!

Calculus' will be a fail for me.

Didn't manage to do well.

AHhh..

Worry when school starts!

For now,

I shall just enjoy the 2 weeks holidaysssss!

hahahahah!

Went IT fair with bestie ann nee ytd!

Walked awhile,

look for friends,

and we went walking around near suntec.

kekekek...

I ate a lotttt!!!

Laksa from toastbox and then SUSHI!

hahahah!

Still not so satisfied but i'll have to control what i eat.

LOL!

Ok....

Now,

I can enjoy being a fangirl!

Shinee,

Beast,

B1A4

and Boyfriend!!!

Shows!

Videos!

Twitter!

Here i come!!!

Also,

DARLING BEAST WON ALL MUSIC SHOWS THIS WEEK!!!

TRIPLE CROWN!

FIRST TRIPLE CROWN SINCE THEY DEBUT!

GAHHHHH~

So happy for them!

So proud of them!

hahahah!

Enjoy so much being a b2uty supporting them!

Cos they're always saying,

SARANGHAEYO to B2uties~ hahahahah

Rants and Spazzes.

2011-06-02T21:06:00.002+08:00

Shall i go with Rants first?

Ok.

My rants is,

I dislike my Home, My family.

It's a place like a cage.

No freedom.

No happiness.

Why do i say so?

Cos i'm not allowed to go to B2ST Fanmeet!

Also,

I'm not allowed to like IDOLS!

WTH!

Where in the world have got this kind of rules right?

I have a life.

I want to live a life.

I want to have something i like,

and i like KOREANS!

I love BEAST, Shinee, Mblaq, B1A4 etc etc!

I want the freedom like something too!

Where in the world will she have to control what i like to do too?

I know $$ is a prob for b2st fanmeet.

But i seriously hate her PERCEPTIONS towards liking Idols.

Ah..

No matter how much i rant,

nothing will change.

I just want a place to write my heart out.

On a lighter note.

I've got new group on my list.

Of course my top love will be SHINEE and BEAST!

But to my like list,

It'll be B1A4 and Boyfriend~~~

hahahahah...

All of them so cute and young.

B1A4's coming singapore in 2 months time!

Oh my.

No matter how much i wish to see them,

I DON'T HAVE THE FREEDOM!

Sigh...

Nvm...

I will love my SHINEE and BEAST deep deep! ^^

I'll be back

2011-05-25T22:12:00.004+08:00

I'LL BE BACK SOON!

It's a project week again!

Get busy!

But i'm slacking.

LOL!

Ok.

Shall get to real work...

Anyways,

BEAST FANMEET TIX price is S$88, S$128 and S$158!!!

SUPER TEMPTING!

But sadly,

I'm super sure that i can't go cos my parents will nvr allow me to spend money!

Ahhhh!

Desperately want to see beast and cheer for them when they perform!!!

Can really go cry when i really can't get to see them.

I'm really sad and depressed about it.

F I C T I O N and F A C T

2011-05-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

FICTION AND FACT IS OUT!

IT IS SUPERB!

AWESOME!

MA BEASTLY BOYS DID SO WELL!

ROUND OF APPLAUSE~~~

The songs are so nice!

So tempted to buy the album,

again,

I'm not being a good b2uty,

due to family,

I'm not allowed to buy the albums!

So sorry my beast...

But still,

I'll support you and give my love to all of you~

hahaha...

Ok.

That's KPOP.

Now to my life.

What did i do this week?

What else?

STUDY lor...

And also tuition...

So tiring...

Teaching the kids are fun and super tiring...

Haiyoo...

But i love teaching...

Hehe...

Anyways,

I'm going to try to prepare a birthday present for this someone.

I hope he really gets it.

I really hope so that i can be able to pass to him directly.

If not possible to pass to him,

I'll have to send by mail,

which is really unsafe.

My hardwork,

please,

let me be lucky enough to be able to hand it to him directly.

And tmr!

Thurs!

Will be going with classmates and bestie to fort canning park for

So looking forward to it!

Wonder how will it be...

Others say it's a real boring thing,

but i think it'll be interesting?

With my friends around of course!

hahaha...

Alright,

now i hope that my wishes come true...

And also WISH PLEASE COME TRUE!

Be a FACT!

Heart Thumping Hard.

2011-05-16T21:00:00.002+08:00

Hey!

It's monday!

Wassup???

haha...

I'm having monday blues..

Sigh..

Why not monday greens??

That's my fav colour...

I'll be happy if i'm in the condition of monday greens!

hahah..

Ok..

What's stressful today?

CALCULUS!

Ohgod..

I don't know how to survive this subject.

It's far too difficult for me..

I'm feeling so stupid.

haha..

Tuition after calculus.

Feel like giving up this 5yr old girl.

too distracted.

Can't be disciplined.

I've no idea how to teach.

But i have to perservere...

HWAITING!

Ulzzangs are having some troubles and conflict.

Whenever they are pissed it's a bit scary..

haha...

Hope they are alright now and enjoy their day!

Another big big big thing!!!

BEAST FULL ALBUM IS GOING TO RELEASE ON THE 16MAY 1200KST!

*FANGIRL SCREAM*

So anticipating ittttt!!!

Ma darlings are releasing a lot of songs!

Love them loads!

haha!

They are my motivation to work.

Hmm..

NH Media is setting up a girl group.

Was thinking if i shld give it a try.

I've got no potential at all..

Can't dance and sing really well..

Hmmm..

Maybe just for experience??

haha...

Sigh..

Beast and shinee, be my motivation.

I'm still thinking...

Scared.

Most probably just thinking,

no action.

Cos family confirm chop chop 100% won't allow even if i made it!

My life=no life.

Jia you vengwai!

Think through!

SOOOO BEAST!

2011-05-14T15:04:00.002+08:00

Wooohooooo~~~ Ma B2ST is going to have their comeback soon!

They released one of the song "On Rainy Days" last few days.

It's a really nice and heartfelt song.

When i first heard it,

I almost teared cos it's too touching.

Their voices,

their melody

and also their lyrics.

From what i see from the translated lyrics,

this songs means that when it rains,

memories with your love starts falling on you,

u regret that u didn't have the opportunity to hold her/him back.

As the rain stops slowly,

the memories will start to fade off,

however,

when the rain comes the other time,

it repeats.

I think that's what it meant.

LOL!

I really love this song.

It's my type of music,

my type of genre.

And also,

they came out with their FULL LENGTH ALBUM TEASER!

FICTION!

ANOTHER NICE AND SAD SONG!

Will love their full album so much!

Want to buy it badly!

But i have my problems.

Sighhh...

It's alright..

I shall wait for their special album.

haha...

I like this teaser, this song.

It's about a fiction yet fact i think?

Haven look at the lyrics yet.

My boys are handsome aren't they??

hahah..

Will give my fullest support for them.

Another thing,

B2ST IS COMING SINGAPORE ON 2ND JULY FOR FANMEETING!

AHHHHHH!!!!

I want to go for the fanmeet badly!

But the problem is $$$!

PLEASE!

I want to go!

Need to earn money already.

I want to celebrate my dujun's birthday...

Seriously hope that i could go.

Please let my mum and dad agree.

Blank

2011-05-11T21:26:00.003+08:00

Oh hi~

School's been quite busy with homework and projects.

I feel that my attention span is really decreasing.

hahah!

I don't what to write today...

Shall just say some interesting thing.

On twitter,

I followed some ULZZANGS!

Seriously,

they are JJANG man!

So pretty and handsome.

Most imptly, they are really friendly!

Chat with them when they were active on twitter!

hahaha!

I think i'm addicted to chatting with them.

I'm not thinking that i'm just playing with them.

But, seriously, truthfully,

I want to be friends,

true friends, with them.

I want to know them,

to talk to them,

to support them and everything.

I like them, not because it's fun or their faces,

after talking to them for the past few days,

I like that they have great personality.

It's really enjoyable knowing them .

hot Hot HOT ahhhhh!

2011-05-09T21:38:00.004+08:00

OMG!

The weather here is so damn warm hot and stuffy!

Can it rain please?!

The temperature is at like 35 to 36 degrees.

Even it's very warm at night!

I need some cooling weather!

LOL!

Ok..

Shall stop complaining.

School's being busy..

And also adding up my private tuitions,

I barely have time to study.

Calculus is really bad.

I have no background in A maths before.

And calculus really gives me headache.

Honestly,

everytime i finish calculus class,

I will always have the urge to cry..

It's so difficult and i'm lagging behind those who have learnt before.

Sighh...

I need help but can't find any help.

The others also have their own life.

It's difficult to find someone who is willing to leave some of their time for me.

Sigh..

That's human.

Yah...

There's this very interesting thing.

There're these few very handsome ulzzangs who speaks english on twitter!

woohooo!

Get to talk to them and know more about them!

It's so interesting talking to them.

They lead a totally different life as a trainee!

I wish that i could be friends with them rather than cyber...

Post-Seoul Syndrome

2011-04-30T14:43:00.004+08:00

I'M HAVING POST-SEOUL SYNDROME!

MISSING SEOUL SO MUCH!

I WANT TO STAY THERE FOREVER!!!

Ok..

School started since last week.

And i'm year 3 already!

it's really hectic, busy and stressed!

So many things to handle.

There's no time for me!

Have to sacrifice my sleep too..

LOL!

So,

Back to the topic.

Why post seoul syndrome and how?

Cos,

I miss the camwhoring and everything there

especially there!!!

U know where..

That's cube.

haha..

Camwhoring with my darling amalina!

here!

There are more photos on my fb..

LOL!

MISS SEOUL!

And here's the vid for day 1 and 2 for our trip.

Made by pretty huibing!!!

She's awesome!

Love this vid.

All thanks to huibing for this!!!

Enjoy!

impt impt!!!

2011-04-28T00:18:00.002+08:00

Dear blog readers!

This post is really impt to me.

It's u who holds my fate now...

On this fb page,

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150180278146252&set=a.435518216251.206444.192897256251&type=1&theater

They are giving away B2ST calender set and things like that!

I really one to get that.

Due to some probs in the family,

I can't get to buy all that.

So,

I'm trying my luck to see if i could get.

I could find no other places to call for ppl to get.

So,

could my blog readers please do me a favor?

Go to that page,

Search my name Veng Wai,

and LIKE MY COMMENT!

Please!

I really want that!!!

Please!

Help me!

I'll be thankful!!!

I wish that i could really get that.

It mean so much to me!

2011-04-25T14:26:00.002+08:00

I miss CUBE ENTERTAINMENT!

Love the place over there.

Though, I'm just a tourist and a fan standing outside CUBE's building.

But i like it.

Despite of the cold,

I feel warmth sitting down there,

looking around and waiting.

It's peaceful and safe.

I dunno why,

but it gave me a feeling of protection.

I like it there.

And now,

back in singapore,

I miss CUBE ent, the place.

I miss the kind of feeling being there.

Ahhh..

I want to go South Korea again.

Especially to CUBE ENT again.

I want to find the feeling of safeness.

On another tone,

SCHOOL STARTED!!!

I'm now YEAR 3!!!

LAST YEAR IN MY POLY YEARS!

And,

my timetable is damn packed.

Shall enjoy it even if this year is going to be tough.

GPA must increase!

I can't drop anymore.

haha..

Ok.

Back to KPOP!

BEAST AND SHINEE IS ALREADY PREPARING THEIR COMEBACK!!!

SO EXCITED AND LOOKING FORWARD TO THEIR COMEBACK STAGE!!!

These boys must be very tiring practicing and preparing in order to produce good music for the public..

I hope that they will get enough rest and able to eat well...

Do not fall sick.

They are human too, they deserve a rest.

We dun mind waiting,

just want all of u to be well!

Love you BEAST and SHINEE!

FIGHTING!

Seoul~ Funtasticcccc!

2011-04-13T12:30:00.006+08:00

Hello!

Long time no see ppl!

I've just returned from south korea, Seoul!

Totally in love with south korea!

The weather is awesome.

The place is beautiful.

The people are warm...

The food is so damn nice!

Just totally dun wanna go home and stay there.

But,

yah..

that's only a dream.

LOL!

So,

What did i do?

Let's start with the last day there...

So,

on the last day, we went shopping and han river,

reached home and pack.

Then woke up early in the morning at 4am to prepare for airport to get ready to return.

Was so sad...

Cos i have to leave the beautiful country and am not sure when i will be able to go there again..

So,

Pretty amalina helped me put some eyeliner on the last day before heading out to shop!

It wasn't that obvious but i kinda like it!

hahaha...
We went spao in the morning to get sujan's dress and i got myself a skirt.

Then we went to YOSEOB's mum's restaurant for lunch.

Took subway.

Quite a long journey.

But the company by amalina and sujan was great.

Talking about the three of us.

I do sometimes feel that i am really sensitive.

In that case that i felt left out.

I'm thinking that they might not be able to read this.

But i really want to talk it out.

Ok...

So that's it..

Because i feel that i'm neglected and unwanted.

I kept quiet...

Ok..

Back to the trip!

So,

the shop's full of yoseob's photos!

This shows how the family really care and miss yoseob?

hahah..

Ordered dumplings and cold noodle!

Freaking awesome and nice!

We ordered 12 dumplings and 2 bowls of cold noodles.

Sat there and ate for damn long!

Cos we were too full and cold!
The dumpling and damn big and nice!

They are so generous for giving so much!

Cold noodles~!!

My likes!

Took photo with yoseob's mummy!

And she really look young and pretty!

Yoseob's looks more like his mum i think!
Next up,

We went back to myungdong and shop.

And to han river at night!

Freaking cold cos it rained!

Can see the smoke coming out from our mouths man!

And once we got out of the subway,

we saw CHERRY BLOSSOM!

It was so nice!

Made a wish then,

it was my first time seeing cherry blossoms!
Sujan waited for us outside the mart cos it was too cold for her.

So amalina and me went walking around the river!

the scenery was so nice!

Couples walking around the river, holding on each other for warmth..

That's super sweet!

LOL!

Went home after the walk and supper there..

Next day,

Is when we fly off.

Saw the sunrise!

Taken at Incheon Airport.

Love South Korea!

Day 6,

what did we do??

we went cube on that night and we saw....

DOOJOON

DONGWOON

AND KIKWANG!!!

ALL SO HANDSOME!!!

WAITED OUTSIDE FOR THEM AND THEY CAME OUT!

LOL

LOVE THEM SERIOUSLY!

ALL LOOKED PERFECT!

MADE ME LOVE THEM MORE AND MORE AND MORE!

SHOPPING AT MYUNGDONG!

helloo kitty cafe~

ok..

Shall stop here!

The rest of the photos are on my fb!!!

So lazy to wait and upload the photos!

I enjoyed!

And it's the most fruitful one!

Shall plan and work hard to go again next year!

Hope to see whole BEAST and SHINEE!

2011-03-21T11:59:00.001+08:00

I've got no feel to blog recently.

So lazy to upload any photos.

Anyways...

Many things have happened!

Have been busy lately.

Failed at looking for a job.

Also..

Many problems have occured for the korea trip.

hmm...

I shall just blog till here.

Twitter is like my blog right now.

Updating my life there with a summary of 140 words.

LOL!

2011-03-05T20:55:00.001+08:00

Hair is freaking ugly right now.

Dun want to talk.

Anyways,

Shinee's freaking hot.

Especially my onew!

Ahh..

Onew ah..

U're my angel!!!

I want to go for the concert!

But i'll be damn broke.

2011-03-02T16:28:00.002+08:00

Examssss areeeee offffiiicciiiaalllyyyyy OVER!

HOOORAY!

Though i dun have much confidence about it.

I'm still happy.

1 March 2011

I'm really really happy!!!

Cos..

It's the last day of exam.
I received DOOJOON's WELCOME BACK TO BEAST AIRLINE file! from Dearest amalina and daphne!!!
Went dinner with lovely girls, Ruishan, Cherylene, Felly and Shushen!

It was really an enjoyable day!

What made me really happy was the DOOJOON's FILE!

I was like jumping here and there once i received!

He's so handsome!!!

AMALINA AND DAPHNE

DAMN AWESOME LAHHHH!

Can u feel my excitedness here?!

hahahah!

Seriously,

LOVE THEM TTM!

And also,

my first time dinner with lovely girls.

Talked a lot.

and of course

Gossip alot!

hahahah

Went Just Asia for dinner.

My first time there.

The food there is awesome.

Ice cream Ice cream!

haha!

But when the $$ comes.

U've got to spend a bit more.

LOL

Alright!

I'm damn excited when I even think of the file.

I was so damn happy ytd until i can't even sleep well.

Shall update the photos soon!

Ahh..

So lazy to blog.

I'm gonna watch my shows and videos!

Oh! My School
Dream High
My Princess
Secret Garden
Shinee Japan Concert

Alot alot alot!

HERE I COME!

JUST TAKE MY HAND AND FLYYYYY!

BEAST the B2ST

SHINEE the SHINIEST!

LOVE UUU!

2011-02-23T22:39:00.000+08:00

Will not be blogging for the next few days till next week.

Got to really study hard for my grades.

Cya!

Jealous Envious Jealous Envious!

2011-02-18T23:00:00.003+08:00

Ahhhhh!

I seriously can go crazy right now!

I just want to spam!

Why am i feeling this way?!

COS,

IT'S

WELCOME BACK TO BEAST AIRLINE!

AND I CAN'T WATCH THEM PERFORM!

That's soooo damn saddening!

Ahhhh!

I want to see them!

I want to get high!

I want to let them feel my love for them!

hahaha!

I sound like some pervert.

I'm not alright...

I just really want to see the concert!

Heard that there's lots of special stuff!

Ahhhh!

I want to know tooo!

I want to be nosey!

haahhaha!

hmmmm...

Every 11:11

Every airplane

Every full moon

Every birthday

Every wishes on every occasion,

can i just have a simple request?

Just fulfil my wishes please!

hahaha...

Crazy.

I shall stop this for a while,

and really get to study for exams.

Seriously,

my results sucks.

Embarrassed

2011-02-15T20:50:00.005+08:00

Was having embarrassing days for the past few days.

Shall keep the reason a secret here.

hahah..

So what did i do?

Let's start on Sunday...

Hm...

Went Mr boo's house with ann nee, june and ngo laam.

Of course there are still others that went.

We had a fun time.

I had a great time talking with GBOO!

Long time no see!

And we...

TALKED ALOT!

haahahh...

Let's take a look at the PEEEKTTURREESS!

The 2 pretty girls that we went with...

Both of them are so funny!

Once they dislike someone,

that someone will really "get it".

That's what i found out.

LOL!

Reached,

and we were playing a game called BANG!

It's damn fun!

Had one round,

and it was so stress!

We were like guessing who's the deputy, outlaws and renegate

so we can kill each other in order to win.

hahah!

They got a dog there..

It scared me once i reached.

It was like barking so loudly,

but when i got in,

he's actually a timid dog.

LOL!

He dun like ppl touching him,

when people tried to touch him,

he'll dodge and run away!

hahah!

How cute!

I want a dog too!

Group photo with MR BOO!

Lovely guys and girls!

All four of us.

How cute are they?!

My lovely juniors!

With kinren,

who thinks that he's the idol?

Asking ppl to queue to take photo with him.

hahahah!

Funny uh...

Awkward position to take photo.

Cos i was leaning back without anything behind me.

LOL!

With my bestie,

lovely girl who smiles with her eyes.

LOL

Hmm...

MONDAY!

Commskills interview!

hahaha!

I did badly,

seriously badly,

the only one who did badly.

I shall just pray for a pass.

Hmmm...

First time i wore make up for formal presentation.

So,

photo time!

hahha..

It's not obvious.

But i liked it.

Not so obvious.

With pretty Claira!!!

She's an awesome girl!

Love her max!

Alright.

IT's just light make up.

I have to agree that,

make up really makes u look prettier.

But sometimes,

under the pretty make up,

lies the ugly side of the person.

With cherylene!

Ahhhh!

My eyebag!

Why so big?!

I tried not to drink so much water before i slp alr.

It's still getting bigger!

KOI KOI KOI!

The embarrassment was all cos of KOI!

hahah

Ask me,

and i'll say.

Taken using cherylene's phone.

hahah!

So cool!

Trying out all the effects!

hahahah!

Shall not make up if necessary,

have to take care of my skin!

Yellow Bananas Wellness Day

2011-02-12T12:10:00.004+08:00

Had wellness presentation ytd!

It was great!

Had so much fun.

First,

it's the practicing of yoga in the library.

We were practicing in the open area and so many people were like watching as if we were some insane people that was doing yoga in the library. =.=

Stretched. Practiced. Camwhore!

Here's the jance, cherylene, chinyi and me!

hahaha!

We were laughing all the way,

cos some of us just can't do the posture properly.

That's my 机关枪！

Using the yoga mat to play with it.

hahahah!

Funny lor!

Everyone thinks that i'm like a child using my ji guan qiang to shoot everyone.

haha!

Just to create some laughter!

We were like using the table to stretch our legs,

as if we were learning ballet.

Only chinyi is a ballerina.

haha..

Pretty one!

Piggy back Cherylene.

I looked so relaxed right?!

ACTUALLY IT WAS NOT!

haha...

Look at the other 2 at the side?!

There were like adding weight to it.

But i have to look as if i'm not suffering.

hahahah!

Peeling the 2 "Lizards" off the wall...

The colour red and yellow suits each other.

hahah

Next up!

All the Bananas in the class.

Though different group,

but i like it!

Girls group as a whole!

once again.

Stood like a banana shape!

hahaha!

Enjoyed the 3 hour session of wellness.

Closed up the class with kick boxing.

My legs feels as though it's breaking!

Muscle ache!

Can't even stretch it straight.

Hope i've lost some weight!

hahahah!

I want to slim down!

My face is getting round and round and round.

I gotta look for a job during the hols soon!

My Chinese New Year in Malaysia

2011-02-08T22:54:00.005+08:00

HELLO!
I'm gonna update abt my chinese new year in MALAYSIA!
My hometown!!!
Went back for a short period only,
I'm missing there alr.
Anyways,
loads of photos!
I'm so lazy to upload!
Ahhh!

Alright.

All i do back there is.
eat Eat EAT!
sleep Sleep SLEEP!
I'm gaining weight!
But the food are just so yummy!

Next up,
my darling!!!
She's 3 years old!
I finally get to see her!
Ahhh!
Soooo Cute!
Love her!
Painted my nails blue when i'm at my maternal grandma house.
My nails are too long,
it looks as though i've got demon nails.
haha!
Thanks my lovely cousin for helping me pain despite of her shaking hands due to caffeine.
Another darling.
The sun's shining!
one of my cousin's child.
It's a long story.
Actually, i dun really play with her in the past.
We just kept quiet.
But this year,
i took initiative to play with them.
They are so cute!
hahaha!
That's my lovely cousin!
She'll kill me if i upload this on fb!
hahahah!
Love her,
look at her nails!
Saw the blue nails.
Yes!
She painted for me.
Awesome skills she have lor!
Next up,
STEAMBOAT REUNION DINNER!
I love this.
Cos i love food!
Cos i love my grandma and cousins and relatives and all!
GRANDMA COOKED MY FAVOURITE CHICKEN WING!
YUMMY YUMMY!
This is what i like,
though not all are there,
but everyone's gathering around the hot stove,
eating,
talking and laughing.
It's warm.
After the reunion dinner.
Fireworks, crackers!
This shows us the hope we look forward for this new year!

The light in the dark.
The way to the light.
The hope.

This are just small issues.
We played bigger ones.
Like fireworks!
Really colourful fireworks that are restricted in singapore.
But that is malaysia.
haha!
I love playing all this.

It's risky, but it tells me,
to achieve dreams,
u have to be not afraid of risks,
ain't it?

hahahha!
Lovely cousin with the sparkles.
Actually wanted to take a better one with clearer strokes.
But failed.
My camera is bad.
I want a DSLR!
Ahhh!
My darling!
So cute!
I love her so much!!!
She's not afraid of interacting with ppl at this age.
Brave girl!
hahaha!

Relax Malaysia

2011-02-05T16:25:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

I'm blogging in malaysia right now using my cousin's pretty laptop.

Thanks to her bringing her laptop with the mobile broadband i can use the internet.

heh heh...

Today will be the last day that i'll be here,

will be travelling back tmr.

Can't bear to leave.

It's so relaxing here.

Though we don't do anything here but it's enjoyable.

I love the food here.

The air here.

The people here.

hahahah!

What did i do for the past 2 days of CNY??

Hmm..

First day,

didn't do anything.

Just sit there watch tv...

Second day,

went to my maternal grandparent's house.

All my cousin's are over there..

haha!

So cute!

I shall upload the photos another time...

So,

me and my sis played with the little cousins and that's how time passes.

hahahah...

And today..

Didn't do much,

waited for my other cousins to reach,

went tesco for a walk.

ATE PIZZA HUT!

It's yummy!!! hahahaha

and head home after the shop...

That's my CNY.

Not much running around.

THERE MIGHT BE FIREWORKS FOR US TO PLAY TONIGHT!

So looking forward to it!!!

hahah!

PRETTY!

I shall come back soon during my hols.

If my parents allows me to come back on my own.

That'll be freedom for me.

Alright..

And for this CNY wish..

I wish,

I could really move on and forget the one that i am always looking forward to...

HAPPY CNY!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2011-02-02T11:42:00.005+08:00

Happy CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone!

It's CNY Eve!!!

Are u in the CNY mood?

Well,

I'm not,

just finish rushing projects yesterday!

And there's no class today,

u may think that it's a good day staying at home.

But for me,

it's not!!!

I want to have a good sleep after all the late nights that i've stayed up for projects,

but,

on this no-class-wed,

i have to wake up early and do housework!

T_T

She just won't understand how projects kill our brain cells.

All she wants is,

Girls, especially the older ones,

HAVE TO DO HOUSEWORK!

What traditional thinking.

It's CNY,

I shall stop all this ranting.

Next up,

BEASTs in HANBOK!

Ahhhh!

Totally drive fans crazy,

they look so good and cute in HANBOK!

hahah!

I want to go korea and meet them!

hahah!

I love BEAST for who they are.

Kind, cheerful and have the ability to capture all hearts.

Of course,

i still love SHINee too!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Ok...

I'll be going back malaysia for chinese new year!

It's tonight!

I hope to see my darlings soon!!!

hahha!

Heavenly Days　歌ってみた　【By:Claira】

2011-01-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

Dear Claira sang this!

I find it nice!!!

Her voice sounds so pure!

I like!

What abt u?!

LIGHTS WILL GO ON AGAIN FOR BEAST

2011-01-30T14:20:00.002+08:00

LIGHTS WILL GO ON AGAIN FOR BEAST!

U anti-beasts- fans!

Stop it!

Lights will go on again for beast ok!!!

Please dun do this...

those criticism are done by some bad mannered fans.

It's not all the b2uties!

U can't just beast or even the b2uties just by the criticism done by fans.

So please!

No 10-min silent for BEAST!

They dun deserve punishment like this that is done by some bad manners and selfish fans.

Colours are just something to represent them.

Deciding the colours can be negotiated peacefully.

Why do this?

I dun want BEAST to get hurt, seriously...

Sighhh...

It's a concert.

Everything should go smoothly.

Dun do this cos u want to seek attention or what, i dunno.

Dun punish them lah.

I want to talk some sense out of the ppl who want to do the 10-min silent.

But i dunno if it succeeded.

Ughh...

Stop hurting them.

Ever since they debut,

they've alr suffered a lot.

It's time for them to receive lots of love from the GOOD B2UTIES!

2011-01-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

Hello!!!

It's saturday!

One more week to CNY!

Are u excited?!

I am very very excited!

Cos i'll be going back to malaysia and visit all my darlings!

hahaha!

Hmm..

Went shopping with mum and sis today.

It's so crowded at bugis street!

omg lah..

I was a bit pissed off,

cos my mum doesn't know which kind of clothes i like.

And whatever i choose,

she will always comment.

And also,

due to the good figure my sis have,

she gets to buy almost all of the clothes.

And i don't.

But,

luckily,

I still manage to buy some from cotton on.

It's expensive.

LOL!

Project due on next wed.

I've just started it.

It's badddd..

I shall rush it now!!

Hwaiting!

2011-01-26T14:14:00.002+08:00

This will be a very brief post.

Was so busy for the week.

Rushing projects.

And today,

we almost handed in the project late.

Sighhh!

Playing during presentation and discussions!

LOL!

I shall update another time..

Truth or False?!

2011-01-23T21:46:00.003+08:00

Ok..

I'm getting serious here.

I've heard some comments about BEAST/B2ST.

Seriously,

I think that fans should really stop fighting over small things ok.

I dunno if it's true.

Analysed the sources and the content.

And i really think that it's FAKE!

But still,

I get bothered.

Cos i consider myself as a SHAWOL and B2UTY!

I dun want anyone to hurt them.

I wish for them to be well.

So,

FANS!

If u support them,

stop fighting and support them, protect them.

I'm in another country,

if i'm in the same country as them,

I'll protect them.

I feel like i'm falling deep,

but still...

I wish for them to be well..

B2ST has faced lots of difficulties since they debut.

Now,

their popularity is rising,

I'm happy for them.

I wanted them to get what they deserve.

And what do they deserve?

The support,

the love,

the trust from B2UTYs.

Fans,

stop the rumours please.

I dun want the idols to be disappointed in us.

U know,

the idols respect and love their fans.

Thanks their fans for supporting them..

So, please,

stop making things big,

and hurt them.

I or even the GOOD B2UTYs won't want that to happen!

OK..

No harm here.

Just wish to stop the rumours.

Awesome Concert Night

2011-01-23T12:22:00.005+08:00

Hello!!

Long time no see!!

hahah!

I was very happy ytd night!!!

What did i do?

I went to support my fellow CO mates for their support in TMSACO!

It was awesome.

Met up with the girls and went there.

haha...

Girls with YINCHOW!

He's so damn funny can.

We shouted and cheered for him and he seems quite surprise that

actually he had a "Fanclub".

hahah!

The darling girlies..

Of course there's still more girls.

We used Joan's DSLR!!!

To take picture.

I love her camera so much!!!

I want one!!

TPCO!!

There's still Shimin.

She went to socialize lor.

hahah!

With beautiful AMALINA!!

An A+ Beauty!

Love her so much!!

Being so kind and crazy over the performance.

haha...

And here...

Individual Shots!

I love that one with AMA!

Can u see the heart?!

LOL!

This is funny!

Stupid yinchow say i should stand behind him cos i'm fatter..

=.=

The two girls behind so cute lah!

Passerbys...

My smile is so uglyyyy!!

One bad this abt high pixel cameras,

they will be able to take my ugly spots clearly!

The ERHU's FA-mily

HAHAH!

Shihui and weilin behind so cute!!

Didn't get to take photos with them individually..

But i love them lots too!!!

So!

The whole TPCO supporters is here!!!

haha!

With teacher.

There's one part damn funny,

we were shouting for Chuyuan Solo,

and then after we shouted: CHUYUAN!

Teacher said: Hello this is a concert.

So we diam diam lor.

Then teacher suddenly turn around and said: 你们等一下喊楚园我爱你!

our reaction is: hahahhahahah!

Lame.

Photo with YUREN!

He's our senior.

Pro-er!

haha!

The conductor.

Young conductor.

Impressed by his performance.

So...

WOW!

Another photo.

Can u find any difference with the 2 guys in front?!

They look like Twins man!!!

hahah!

With "STAMFORD RAFFLES" post huh that chu yuan.

LOL!

Both guys arms in front of chest?

Bodyguards of the girls?

That will be fail lor.

hahah!

Last photo of the day..

Talked in the bus.

Took unglam photo is the bus.

See what i mean?

Good cameras make the my ugly points stand out.

My moleeeee!

Zoomed in.

Zoomed out.

And Zoomed home!

Piling Piling

2011-01-21T00:15:00.001+08:00

ahhh!!!

SO shag!

I haven got the time to really upload a post!

So many projects and assignments.

So many things to do.

Team members' are not moving when no one is pushing them forward.

And

I'm really being impatient at the speed that we are going.

I want to cry seriously.

Wanted to talk abt the probs with them,

they just dun seem to hear and change.

I'm tired.

I dun want my results to drop.

Help!

Save me!!!

Ahhhhhh....

image source: http://wool-rugs.org/2010/11/21/shag-rug-photo/

2011-01-19T01:14:00.003+08:00

SIGH SIGH SIGH

I CAN SERIOUSLY DIG A WHOLE AND HIDE.

THROW MY FACE INTO THE BIN.

I've changed.

More talkative.

More straightforward.

But my

courage shrank.

That's contradicting.

hmmm...

But i'm still a cheerful girl.

My goal everyday is to be fresh and cheery!!!

koreaaaaaa trippppp!

2011-01-19T00:31:00.002+08:00

I thought there'll be a little hope to korea!

Ahhh...

Just want to do the survey for sch korea trip.

U know what?!

12am,

everyone wants to log in.

And

when we press "log in"

WE CAN'T SIGN IN!

What is wrong with TP system?!

At such a crucial time.

There's a prob with the system!!

ahhh!!!

And so many of my friends are calling the in charge.

It's so funny that my friend said,

"since there's a prob with the system, can we register with you instead?"

haha!

That's a good one.

I'm going to try it again!

Fighting!!!

2011-01-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

Even if u stopped every communication.

It makes no use.

Why do this?!

This doesn't make anyone forgets u.

U just hurt ppl doing it like this.

Aries? Pisces?

2011-01-16T23:35:00.002+08:00

Heard that the zodiac signs has changed!

I'm really confused!

Some told me it's for ppl who are born after 2009.

Some say everyone changes!

What does it mean?

I love my horoscope Aries.

Being bright, cheerful, independent.

I like it!

I feel that it's cool!

If it really changes,

then i'll be Pisces.

Which i can't get use to it.

Many of my friends say they dun wanna change.

I guess everyone is so used to their horoscope.

Awww!

HELP

HELP!

Someone explain to me please!!!

hahah!

I've done a lot of things today.

Commskills.

Finished the whole PTN notes.

I hope it's ok.

I've decided to take up tuition,

teaching others.

Cos i wanna earn money for KOREA sch trip!

I wanna go korea badly.

I'm a kpop fan!

hahah!

Awesomeness

loving

Shinee

Beast!

Useless.

2011-01-14T19:46:00.003+08:00

So damn stressed up now.

First time in my life so stressed up!

Sighhh!

My grades really sucks to hell this sem.

Seriously,

not even a B.

So disappointed.

I shld really start focusing!

Less on KPOP!

But,

Shinee and Beast will always be my love.

I'm lazy to blog right now.

Shall sign off here!

Buck up buck up!

2Down

2011-01-13T20:58:00.006+08:00

Woots!

2 projects down!

1 is Kelly services,

another one is TRAVEL LEISURE!

Such a rush day today!

Went to sch early in the morning to meet up for Travel.

And then next up is the test and project at Kelly.

Rushed both after lesson ends.

haha.

Luckily,

we manage to finish in time.

haha..

I enjoyed the process of groupmates coming together and do work together.

Why?

Cos we get to joke around and talk.

Felt so nice!

haha...

Hmmm...

And ytd,

I had project meeting with Cherylene in the library.

I actually planned to study alone b4 that,

but knowing that there are a lot more things to be done,

Dear cherylene and I decided to do it after lecture.

haha.

It was so much fun with her.

We are always joking around and laughing.

Love her man!

haha!

She's a real nice girl!

Here are some of the Look Alikes:

Do we look alike?!

haha!

After the first photo taken,

Cherylene is like: WE REALLY LOOK ALIKE!

hahahah!

So funny!

The flower choc is bought from one of the push cart in sch.

Her's white choc,

and mines black choc,

I dun really like white choc cos it's too sweet.

haha!

Cherylene's a sweet sweet girl,

she's not a choc,

sooo..

I LIKE HER!

Take a bite...

Hmmm...

Sweet!

We were comparing if the flower could cover out mouth.

It came out like that.

The flower seems to be gg into cherylene's nose!

hahaha!

We laughed at that too!

we've got the handphone strap from 1st ave!

So cute!!!

Cherylene bought a few for her friends.

I can only afford one.

Hers is "So Me"

Mine is "So Silly"

Describes me isn't it?!

hahaha!

And she bought lomo stickers!

They are so cute!

She loves to collect them!

haha!

Her birthday is around the corner.

What to buy for her?!

hahah!

Love her babe!

I feel like u are a brother to me.
Sudden change in attitude,
Treating me and the others so nice,
makes me feel scared.
Scared that i'll want to go to u.
I dun want to do that.
After some thinking,
just a brother,
cos there's still someone in my heart,
standing at the core.

Hmm..
Another thing.
Sighh..
Disappointment.
Seriously,
I dunno how to put it.
I'm so frustrated with myself and not u.
Why frustrated with myself?
Cos i can't persuade to turn from bad to good.
Sigh..
I dun like that way u are now..
Please come back!

Confusion

2011-01-11T20:43:00.003+08:00

Back to blog...

Have been so busy this week.

Assignments and projects are due this week.

Sigh..

I dunno what i'm feeling now.

Hmm..

Confused?

cos of all of the projects and grades?

Empty?

Cos there's no one i can love.

Sad?

Cos of what?

Tired?

Cos I laughed too much everyday with Janice?

haha...

I dunno.

Hmm..

After some thinking,

maybe it's abt my grades.

My tests aren't doing well.

My project aren't doing well too.

Had no confidence in it at all..

I shld really buck up soon!

Kelly test on thurs,

I just started studying today..

Ahhh...

It's too late!

haha...

Pls,

bless me!!!

Anyways,

I felt so guilty,

I hurt Chinyi's hand today.

I'm so lazy to say how.

But i'm sorry that i hurt her..

HR totally killed my mood.

Image from: http://www.designswan.com/archives/8-interesting-visual....y.html

Last day of the week!

2011-01-09T17:56:00.002+08:00

It's sunday today.

And it's monday tmr!!!

I'm home all day long today.

Finally done my travel leisure lit review.

Now,

I'm watching MBLAQ idol army.

Wanted to stop watching and continue with my project.

But it's so difficult!!!

They are so damn funny can!!

hahah!

I shall just make this post a short one.

haha...

Hmm...

I'm feeling quite sad

cos,

WGM Adam couple is ending soon.

I really love this 2 couple.

After seeing their one yr plus episodes of being husband and wife.

I think they really suit each other.

And Jokwon has really grown more mature and man.

haha..

Can't they just continue!

I hope they can really date in real life!!!

Felt sad for them,

it's like if they end this,

they can no longer see each other often.

Hug and care for each other.

They've gone through so much,

given each other so much love...

T.T

I wish for them to be happy,

and both of them can stay by each other's side in future!

Adam couple FTW!

I have my own stand, Bitch.

2011-01-08T21:19:00.002+08:00

I'm at the verge of exploding right now!

omg!

So damn pissed,

frustrated,

angry,

mad,

upset!

She's stepped on my nerve!!!

omg!!!

Please stop acting as u are a boss ok!

Stop ordering people around.

Stop thinking like u are the most important person in the universe,

and

stop asking ppl to do redundant stuff.

I'm not gonna say what exactly happen.

I just wanna rant rant rant!

This is my place,

i want to scold!

Ahhhh!

Going mad mad mad.

Seriously,

STOP IT!

I'm not ur maid or what.

I live not for u to order around.

I have my own stand,

my reason of doing it this way.

For the sake of the grp,

i give in this time.

If there's one more time.

I'm not giving in.

Sighhhh..

What can i do?!

There's ppl like this,

bossy,

proud,

arrogant

living in this world.

There's also FREERIDER living in this world.

Some just think that they can dun do anything when there's a smart person in the group.

Oh please,

stop dreaming.

For the sake of ur results,

stop being a freerider.

It makes ppl detests u seriously...

I'm sorry for the anger i've put up here.

Blankkkkkk....

2011-01-08T15:05:00.003+08:00

My life's boring today.

Project project and still projects!

haha...

Ahhh...

So sian.

Won't be blogging much today.

Shall be like ytd,

concentrate on my projects!

I'm feeling so slack.

Grp has not been pacing fast for the project.

It's dueing next week!!!

We dun even know what we are doing!

Omg.

WAKE UP VENG WAI!!!!

Ahhh..

Another silent scream,

I want BEAST's SEASON GREETING!

Any kind soul to buy that for me?!

hahaha!

It's so cute,

there's calender,

stickers,

postcards,

file.

and more!!!

So tempted to buy,

but.

I got no $$$ ahh...

It's fated that i can only dream of them.

Doojoon, yoseob, junhyung, kikwang, dongwoon and hyunseung.
Onew, key, taemin, jonghyun and minho.
Please come true and let me see u face to face someday.

haha.

That's a dream...

Dream..

But i want it to be real.

Real...

LOL!

Sources: crazyidol.co.kr + gisejunseung

Back to normal.

2011-01-07T22:05:00.002+08:00

Alright!

This week has been a real busy week.

And now,

it's all back to normal!

Busy schedule is all done.

haha!

I miss the performance..

haha..

What should i blog then?

Nothing much for today eh.

Not much news too..

Oh!

JUNSEOB @MB today!

Totally HOT HOT HOT!

Cuteness and hotness overload!

Yoseob's in a good mood i guess,

kept on winking at the camera.

His wink made my adrenaline SHOOT lor!

haha!

Junhyung is being extremely hot with his hair like that.

haha.

I can't put up the vid cos there's some prob!

Sorry.

But i have to say that, Junseob,

U're AWESOME!

hehe...

Gaining Muscles!

2011-01-06T21:31:00.004+08:00

Hello!

I'm here to blog again.

Though i felt sad earlier abt my results.

But i'm feeling better now.

The activities after that made me felt better.

I shall work very hard for the last few weeks and buck up.

hmm..

I enjoyed the rehearsal and performance for the past 2 days.

haha.

It's fun with the ppl!!!

I've been helping to carry the drums,

and taking the long way to the stage cos of the rain.

Ended up with muscle ache and sweating like dunno what.

haha...

hmm..

But i dunno why,

i'm just very active in helping them carrying the instruments though it's very tiring.

Thanks to Amalina and Isabella!

They're always with me,

helping them,

making the process faster!

haha!

The performance today was somehow great.

haha..

The screamings are just for one person i realise.

haha.

It's ok..

Just playing the music,

as long as there are ppl listening,

i feel good.

As long as the people there are happy,

i'm happy.

I'm just in love with the busy process.

haha.

Running around and joking around.

1 more big performance in march.

It's gonna be very difficult.

Need to buck up on CO soon.

haha...

Took some photos with Janice while doing projects too!!!

She's such a darling.

I named the album on fb as PIG faces.

ahaha!

Dunno why,

i just felt like naming that.

hehe...

look! Can u spot the diff?!

haha!

We look so retarded,

cos we changed each other spects

and with the difference of degrees,

we both can see the screen or even the camera clearly!

hahah!

Retarded.

Pig Pig Pig.

Ooink Ooink Ooink!

taken while she's not ready.

one big eye,

one small eye.

hahahah!

alright!

That's all for today!

hmm..

I'm gonna rest soon.

So tired!

down down down!

2011-01-06T11:05:00.001+08:00

Oh man..

This sem is totally shitzzz!

I've got 2C's for 2 of my subjects!

Sucks!

I've got no mood to blog alr...

Another time.

Ahh..

I seriously need to buck up.

Cut down on Kpop and more on Work!!!

I dun want my GPA to drop!

bumbleeeee beeeeessyyyy!

2011-01-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

Oh no!

Sch has start..

And i'm so damn busy.

Monday, whole day class and CO!

Tuesday,

kelly from 8.30am and stayed all the way in sch for lessons and helping xy and her friends for filming of their project.

So damn tired right now.

I'm online now to do my project.

Suppose to discuss with Dear Janice.

But her internet connection got prob.

I'll do a bit of it first.

Oh man...

So rush.

Wed there's rehearsal till damn late.

Thurs class early in the morning,

and performance!

I think i'm gg to enjoy the performance performing.

I've always love performance,

though the process is quite tough sometimes,

but being able to perform it in the end

makes u feel accomplished.

And also,

before the performance,

when everyone's at the backstage preparing.

I find that that is the best time that i always enjoyed.

U get to talk and laugh together.

Cos everyone is nervous!

haha!

I dunno how to explain.

But i liked it!

haha!

It's the people that makes me like.

Fri will be free i guess.

Just normal lessons.

haha!

I shall do work now.

Bye byeeee!

Shinee's World Concert

2011-01-02T13:56:00.003+08:00

It's Shinee's world concert ytd!!!

I know i'm slow.

Cos i didn't really go online ytd to check!

I believe that they've done a good job!

Key also crying.

Anyways,

I saw the news that they cried on their concert!

Shinee!

We all know that u all have gone through lots of hardship to satisfy the fans and earn a living.

U are still the best u know!

I felt so touched that the fans said it's ok when jonghyun said he felt sorry abt the things that he's done.

It's alright seriously,

who doesn't makes mistakes,

he also have his privacy and his freedom.

If it's abt the r/s thing,

it is shocking but forgiveable.

It's his privacy,

everyone will have their freedom to get into r/s right?

and i believe that,

even if he's in r/s,

he will still love the shawols like how we shawols love them!

haha!

So jonghyun,

it's ok!

We really appreciate ur hardwork!

Darling onew cried too.

I seriously hate to see him cry.

Makes me so heartbroken.

An angel crying.

Onew,

u've been a great leader!

A kind leader!

Ur care for ur team has been seen.

So hwaiting alright!!!

Shawols are always by ur side!

Love Love Love!!!

Maknae Taemin is being so sweet and strong for their hyungs...

Brotherhood!

Dun cry anymore!

Stay strong and shawols will be there!

haha!

Do u think it's cheesy?

Hmm..

These are all from my heart!

I really love shinee and will support them though i have limited freedom to see their activities.

I really hope that they'll see this and understand it.

But is it possible?

haha..

It's ok!

Btw,

TMR!

SCH STARTS!

It's gonna be a busy year.

I'm gonna do as much as i can today.

And complete my projects!

No distractions.

Work is work.

See youuuu!

Images from http://www.dkpopnews.net/2011/01/pictures-shinee-teared-at-their-1st.html

Fan Account Cr. Baidu Translation: pedo-noona @ Tumblr

HAPPY HAPPY NEWWW YEAR!

2011-01-01T14:47:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR WORLD!

IT'S 2011~

I should now start to change the habit of writing 2010 to 2011!

haha!

I've just overviewed my 2010 entries.

I've got 172 entries for the yr!

Isn't it amazing?

there's 365 days a year,

and i manage to write 172 of them since January.

haha!

Felt so accomplished!

So,

back to new year.

What's ur resolution for 2011?

Mine's to study hard and score well for my last year!

I hope to find my mr right too!

haha!

That's all.

I need to do my project again..

T.T

Save the last memory of 2010

2010-12-31T15:17:00.005+08:00

Hello!!!

It's the last day of 2010 today!

Are u looking forward to 2011?

I am!

How would it be?

Who will i get to know?

What will i get to see?

I'm curious about 2010!

Aren't u?

haha!

What's ur wish for next yr then?

hmm...

For me,

I've got lots and lots of wish!

It might be up to 2010 wishes man!

haha!

however,

the main ones will the same as my christmas wish.

I'm gonna wish when the clock strike 12am tonight.

And pray hard that it'll come true!

haha!

Are u gg to do that?

Woots!

Chinese New Year is reaching after New Year!

So excited for that!

Why?

Cos I get to go back to malaysia and visit my relatives!

And relax!

haha!

For sch,

2011 will be a stressful one.

Last yr for me in poly!

It's so fast dun u think so.

3 yrs passed.

I and we shall enjoy the last yr!

haha!

Anyways,

I've been watching GAYO DAEJUN for the past few days!

I've got my eyes and heart for SHINee and BEAST!

My twitter is being spammed by me when the stream starts!

haha!

I really hope that they could see my tweet.

My love for them!

On this last day of 2010,

I'd like to tell them something.

I shall write it here alright.

It's gonna be very lengthy.

haha!

To my all times fav,

ONEW,
I just wanna tell u that,
U've really done well being a leader for SHINee
and worked hard for ur career and fans.
Ur character is what that attracts my attention
and made u my fav for me.
haha!
hmm..
Ur sweet smile is also one reason that i like.
Thank you for letting me like u and be ur fan.
U've coloured my life for the past year,
letting me see the different sides of u.
Continue and be kind and happy!
회이팅!

♥♥♥♥

Next up for my second bias,

BEAST DOOJOON!
I hope u really see this!
haha!
hmm...
Thanks for making my second part of 2010 filled with happiness.
That's where i get to see BEAST
and love BEAST.
U've been a great leader too.
Able to lead ur team well.
Able to take good care of them.
Please dun keep all the probs to urself alright.
Talk it out with ur members.
I dun wanna see u stress over so many probs.
haha!
I dunno why i like u the best in BEAST.
Maybe cos,
ur kind heart.
Attracts my attention.
haha.
Continue to love B2UTYs!
And work hard!
회이팅!

♥♥♥♥

Next up will be YOSEOB!

Yoseob,
I'm touched by ur voice.
Thanks for the warmth that u've given to the fans with ur lovely voice.
And ur kiddy smile.
Ur smile just dazzle ppl!
haha!
I also wanna say that,
u should cheer up!
Dun think too much on things.
Sometimes,
solutions to problems are very simple.
No complications.
I dun wish to see u brooding over ur worries.
Take care of ur health!
oh,
and do u know that,
U look extremely charismatic on stage.
It's like u are shining on stage.
haha!

회이팅!

♥♥♥♥

Last but not least.

JOKER JUNHYUNG

U're a great rapper.
Rapper with great charisma.
I love the way u rap.
It's u!
haha!
U're a good joker too!
Continue to work hard!
I'd like to see more of ur jokes!
회이팅!

♥♥♥♥

May all of u have a great 2011!

I really wish they could read this.

haha!

I'm such a fan girl.

But i enjoyed it.

Loving the idols,

is like loving the others.

haha.

Back to my daily life.

I watched Gayo Daejun streamed live like that.

haha!

One side tweet,

the other side watch!

haha!

So i kept spamming!

Alright.

Enough of my nonsense.

I've to go and work on projects now.

Shall update tmr or soon!

Cya!

Vengwai loves u!

haha!

Tell u a little secret.
I can't rmb what bad things happen in 2010.
This is true.
I dunno why,
I've only got happy memories with me.
haha!
Maybe that's cos i'm a ARIES!
haha!

Sing, Sang, Song!

2010-12-30T19:17:00.004+08:00

Hello!

Let me tell u abt ytd!

haha!

It's an enjoyable day ytd!

haha!

Met up with ann nee and julian to sing K at chaichee!

And it's my first time drinking Gong Cha!

haha!

It was so fun!

We sing sang song!

haha!

And we sang shinee and b2st's song!

Shiok!

haha!

Recorded some vids.

But it's gonna take a long time to load.

I shall just keep it short.

haha!

hmm..

There's kelly services today.

Didn't do much.

Just did project!

haha!

So boring.

But great time laughing with JANICE!

So long nvr see her alr!

haha!

Breathe Out~~

2010-12-28T16:23:00.001+08:00

PHEWWWWW!!!

Finally I changed the blogskin!

haha!

It's almost the same as the other one.

hmm...

I added in music.

Most songs will be in korean and it's Shinee and Beast!

My fav!

My Bias!

My love!

haha!

Enjoy reading!!!

Temptation

2010-12-28T14:45:00.002+08:00

Temptation.

Tempting me to try for the KPOP auditions by

Cube entertainment and SM Ent.

I got no looks.

No talent.

How am i gg try?!

And My parents will not allow me to try.

LOL!

But i really wish to go,

at least i will get a chance!

I want experience!

Talking to amalina abt this is great!

haha!

She's so funny!

One month training try-out!

So cute!

We should write a proposal abt that!

At least we get our experience!

hahaha!

Just wanna to share abt it!

Anyways!

I just checked!

And there's south korean viewers!

안녕하세요!

감사합니다!

I'm really interested in Korea culture!

haha!

How i wish i could see them.

Shinee and Beast.

I hope to let them know me not as fangirl,

but as a normal girl,

me..

Long Time No See Darlings

2010-12-28T13:36:00.004+08:00

Hello!!!

Yesterday was a worthwhile day!

What did I do?

I went out with my long time no see darlings!!!

They are,

Sherrill, Doraline and Cynthia!

hmm..

Ya ting and xiaosi didn't came with us,

they were busy.

But it's alright!

We enjoyed ytd!

They'll be another meeting!

Soon!

haha!

So what did we do ytd?

We went somerset and walked around in Orchard.

Our last stop is marina square.

We played pool at Marina square.

hmm..

Pretty Sherrill and me!

Pretty Doraline and Sherrill!

This is the pro pro cynthia!!

I'm seriously not good at pool!

Cynthia is totally a pro man!

She won almost all games!

haha!

I admit i'm a noob..

We also had gift exchange,

thought it's like a late christmas.

But i felt really blissful and happy after receiving the gifts!

haha!

these are the gifts!!!

By Doraline.

By sherrill!

I really like the card!

So touched!!!

Thanks!!!

All My Love to you~

2010-12-26T14:08:00.003+08:00

Thanks for all ur comments readers!
I really appreciated it.
So here,
I'm give all my love to everyone!
haha!

I've got lots of love to share!
To family,
Friends,
Shinee
Beast
Mblaq
people,
animals.
etc!
Just anything that's kind and pure!
haha..

hmm..
Sometimes,
I dun think that my posts are that informative.
It's just my viewpoint and life.
haha.
But still THANK YOU!
haha.

Having holidays right now,
and it's like a no life holidays.
So my posts will be very very boring.
haha.
There's nothing exciting.
hmm..
Just me!
haha

Anyways,
#shineejapanconcert is trending in twitter!
haha!
So happy for them.
회이팅!
I'm a shawol in singapore to wait for u to come and perform in singapore!
haha...
I shall end here.
If not it will be damn wordy!
hahah

It's the season of giving!

2010-12-25T18:02:00.004+08:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!

How's ur christmas?

Have u open ur gifts?!

Did u see santa?!

haha!

I've got a boring christmas.

Stayed at home.

Bought a cake just now.

haha.

So boring that i'm rotting!

Oh man..

Help!

I need life.

Just read some entries from other blogs.

hmmm...

And i read about the event about JYP having auditions in singapore.

Get to see who got in.

And,

a few are Temasek Polytechnic students!

So happy for them!!!

Make our sch proud!!!

Hwaiting!!

haha!

So envious.

I actually got the thought to try it out.

But i've got no courage.

I've got no talent and no good looks.

So that's just a dream!

hahah!

It's ok!

I shall enjoy my life as a student now,

study,

hang out with friends,

be a fan of KPOP!

haha.

hmmm...

May all of u have an enjoyable christmas alright!!!

Oh yah.

I missed out music core today!

Looks like it's an interesting one!

Regretted for not watching.

I shall look at the youtube vids later.

haha!

Pls Shawol and B2uty!

Though i'm not a beauty.

but i love Beast/B2ST!

haha!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!

2010-12-24T16:02:00.006+08:00

HELLO!

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE!

MAY EVERYONE IN THE WORLD ENJOY THIS WONDERFUL FESTIVE SEASON!

Many countries are snowing right now,

how i wish i could be there and play in the snow!!!

It's cold out there!

People,

make urself warm and have a WARM CHRISTMAS alright!!!

haha!

So what will ur wish for this christmas be?

Every festive season,

there's always some wishes made!

haha!

hmmm...

Some ppl says that,

Wishes have to be said so it will come true.

Why?

Cos when u say out ur wish

people u know will make it come true.

So,

i shall take the risk of telling my 3rd wish.

*squeeze my eyes close*

*pls come true*

Ok.

1. I hope that, everyone around me will be happy and blissful.
2. I wish that i can see SHINEE and BEAST soon!
3. I wish for you, _____.

I still got no courage to write the name.

So...

PLS COME TRUEEE!

______________________________________________________________

Didn't get to blog ytd,

Did nothing.

What can i do in such a boring holiday?

hahah!

I ate ICE-CREAM!

Singapore here is not snowing,

it's just cooling.

And i love to eat ice-cream in cold days!

haha!

My sister scooped it for me.

And today,

I made a notebook for myself!!

It's not very nice!

But i like it.

haha.

What is this book for?!

This is for taking notes for korean language!

I wanna learn korean on my own during this holiday.

So,

why am i interested in learning korean and not others?

Cos!!!!!!!!

SHINEE, BEAST and MLAQ

my 3 fav grps are korean!!!

hahahahh!

I wanna try understanding the words they write on my own without translations.

I wanna understand what they say without translations.

But...

It's so difficult to learn it on my own!!!

I can't go to tuition center cos I got no $$$!

haha..

I shall learn it slowly,

step by step.

There's MUSIC BANK later!!!

Yoseob and Dalmatian will be performing their song!

First Love, First Kiss.

I love this song!

Seriously.

It's made for christmas.

I like it cos when u listen to it u will feel warm.

This song just gives me a warm feeling.

I like it.

So,

May EVERYONE HAVE A WARM WARM CHRISTMAS OK!

ENJOY!

LOVE U!

BEAST's Doojoon & Dongwoon- When The Door Closes [FULL HQ][ENG SUB]

2010-12-22T17:31:00.000+08:00

This is for another you.

Thanks To - Yoseob and Junhyung

2010-12-22T17:14:00.000+08:00

This song is officially out today!

Junseob!

Love this song so much!

Gave me lots of emotions though i dun really know what this meant.

But it should be about thanking someone being by ur side.

I shall give this song to my Dearest friend Ann Nee!

Thanks for being my friend now and forever!!!

Reminisce The Past

2010-12-22T16:55:00.002+08:00

I've suddenly got the feeling to blog.

This post is for someone.

For her,

my best friend.

My dearest friend Ann nee!

Yes!

It's u!

U wrote this on FB:

‎#999 The longest and the closest friend that I know.You always think that you're not pretty, but it's really not true. You've blossomed.I still remember both of us were kinda of nerdy during secondary school days, and see how YOU change. Don't worry, it's a positive one. You are a good friend, and will always be. I ♥ You.

I'm really very touched!

I just wanna say,

I seriously love you my dearest friend!

We've gone through so much together!

We've shared years of memories!

I Miss You seriously.

You are a really good friend and will always be too!

But i still believe that i'm not pretty!

hahah!

Ann nee,

U are also the longest and closest friend I know with cynthia.

Our friendship is build up of bricks and rocks!

It is strong,

but it's rough,

which means that through the years,

we quarreled and disagree with each other,

but all these obstacles seems to make us understand each other more,

and make our friendship strong!

I love you ann nee!

My dearest friend!!!

Dun forget me alright!!!

U are like a MIRACLE in my life!

Wheeeeeeeeesstlllleeeee!

2010-12-21T14:27:00.002+08:00

OMG.

Freaking no life.

Freaking bored!

I'm like in the library right now blogging.

Am restricted to use laptop at home,

cos of the bills.

What lame reason.

So I sneaked out in the afternoon when my mum's not at home.

Also!

I got my Misguided Angel!

It's so new and fresh!

hahahah!

Published in 2010.

And I just got it from the library.

Costs me only $1.55 for reserving it.

haha...

I'm seriously damn broke.

Everyone,

u surely have to believe that,

女人是善变的.

They are changing their minds here and then.

She told me that she'll return me my card.

But yet,

I still haven got it.

Sighh..

I shall start on my project soon.

Oh man..

I can hear my stomach growling even when i got my earpiece on!

And it's so quiet here.

I bet the person opp me heard it.

Yes,

I'm not gonna have lunch.

I dunno why,

when i thought or see her face,

i dun wanna eat alr.

I wanna go outttt!

Shop!!

Money pls drop from the sky!

I want my life. My freedom.

2010-12-20T16:48:00.001+08:00

Morpheus: Do you believe in fate, Neo?

Neo: No.

Morpheus: Why not?

Neo: Because I don't like the idea that I'm not in control of my life.

-Matrix

Annoyed

2010-12-20T16:32:00.002+08:00

So annoyed right now.

I seriously wanna get out of this house.

She's being so ridiculous.

She's not happy when i go out.

She's not happy when i'm staying at home.

She's not happy for everything that i've done.

Good or bad.

She just hates it.

What does she wants?

I feel sooo irritated and annoyed right now!

Why can't she just be like others?

More open and outgoing?

She's some kind of stingy woman.

Ughhh..

Can't stand it.

That's why sometimes i seriously hates holidays

when i dun get a job.

Seriously,

I hate this ________.

I won't type it out.

How i wish she gets some counselor and lead her through to the new generation.

I speaking this way cos i'm seriously pissed off by her actions.

She just thinks that everything she do is right.

There's no wrongs.

And everything i do is wrong.

Even I, as an human, is wrong.

As she said,

I'm lucky to survive.

As she said,

If she knew i grew up to be so hateful,

she would kill me.

Yes,

she is what she is.

A ruthless woman.

Sighh..

I dunno if i said this all because I'm so damn fuming angry right now.

But

Just

Can't

Stand

It.

Sighhh...

2010-12-20T12:58:00.001+08:00

Oh man...

It feels like i'm living a no life life.

So boring at home!

I'm so broke that's why i'm not gg out.

Some more i'm having cold war with mum.

Haven been talking to each other for days.

I'm getting used to it.

LOL!

How i wish i'm in malaysia right now.

I should be reading my book at the sofa,

playing with my baby cousins at this time.

LOL!

It'll be so fun there.

It's ur day and i'm as happy as you!

2010-12-19T17:11:00.004+08:00

19th Dec!

Yong Junhyung's Birthday!

His smile is really wow!

Love his performance today!!!

His grp members gave him a surprise on stage!

and he's like smiling so bright throughout the performance!

haha!

His my third Bias after Onew and doojoon!

hahahah!

Felt so happy though it's his birthday!

haha

용준형 생일 축하 함니다!

♥♥♥♥♥♥

I dunno if it's right.

But still,

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRETTY BOY!

I'm a crazy KPOP fan.

LOL!

spilled.

2010-12-18T13:40:00.002+08:00

I shall just spill everything out...

How does it feel like if u have something to say but u can't say?

how do u feel if ur family doesn't care about u?

Yes,

I did tear.

Why?

Cos i feel hurt.

Unfair.

But i continues to smile.

sighhh..

I feel like going to my grandpa.

just away from this ugly world.

It's always cos of her,

that thought just came to me.

She threatened to kill me

just cos of her beloved daughter.

What can i say?

I'm speechless.

That sounds like i'm not one of them.

Where do i fit?

No one's helping.

Sigh...

My everything

2010-12-18T13:34:00.002+08:00

My Everything!

This is damn awesome.

Onew is singing too...

This song is so damn nice.

I'm telling you,

yes u,

U are my everything!

LOLLOLLOL!

I'm going crazy.

Hmmm..

I'm having war at home now.

Mum is being damn bias,

some quarrel between her and me.

And now.

It's cold war.

Haiz.

I dun care.

Mothers are always bias.

So now,

I'm like sort of grounded at home.

Haven ate anything..

I shall persevere!

hahah!

I'm still a happy girl.

Currently watching Beast Idol Maid!

So awesome!

I simply love them!

HAHA!

so many shows to watch!

haha...

lifeless

2010-12-16T14:34:00.003+08:00

In sch right now!

Having project discussions!

Was suppose to go jogging ytd and this morning.

But it's drizzling today!

hahah

so I didn't go.

Slacking right now after long discussion.

JANICE nagging beside meeeee!!!

hahahahaha

She eating cheese fries nowwwww!

LOL!

So hungry!

hahha

Let's Get Up andddd Dance!

2010-12-15T14:18:00.003+08:00

Holiday starts today!

I've got 3 weeks of holidays!

With projects stacking up!

hahaha!

It's ok.

There's stilllll TIME!

Currently,

searching for new books to read.

I'm interested in those kinds of books that talk about Vampires!

Exciting and romantic.

haha!

Still reading on Vampire Diaries.

Just reserved the latest Blue Bloods, Misguided!

haha!

And waiting for House of Night latest book to be published!

Interesting Vampire Romance!

haha.

The first book that made me so interested in Vampire stories issssss...

TWILIGHT!

It's so sweet and different.

I love that series.

Read that so many times!

haha!

Shall continue to watch My girlfriend is a Gumihooooo!

hahah!

I'm so glad that Onew spent his special day happily!

haha!

Best of onew!

2010-12-14T21:35:00.002+08:00

Best of ONEW!

For his BIG DAY!

I love this!!!

It shows onew in his past performances!

Ask me why do i like him so much in Shinee!

Cos...

His ONEW CONDITION really attracts my attention.

He's so pure, kind and funny.

A very good group leader.

I really wish i could see him in real life...

haha!

His voice is also another thing that attracts me.

Something very special abt his voice!

haha!

The major attraction!

HIS SMILE!

hahah!

Sweet and sooooo sweet!

haha!

I want you.

2010-12-14T20:28:00.005+08:00

Hello!

Haven been blogging for the past few days cos i was studying for MER!

haha!

And today.

IT's the FIRST AND LAST PAPER!

hahahah!

So happy after the paper is over.

But,

when we get the results,

we're not gg to be happy!

hahah!

It's ok!

And today,

right after my tests,

grandma and cousin is going back to malaysia!

wanted to go back with them so much!

I miss malaysia!

haha!

but i'll be gg back in 1.5 mths time.

So,

I'll have to save money...

Missing them alr.

It's raining soon,

hope that get home safely!

God bless them!

My "artistic" product for last night!

hahaha!

Blanket 番薯!

Was too stress memorizing everything.

And ended up using the blanket for some distress!

haha!

My grandma laughed so much at our stupidness!

Last,

our stupid pig face!

hahah!

IT'S A GOOD GOOD DAY TODAY!

WHY?

COS IT'S MY DARLING ONEW'S BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE JINKI!

Love u so much!

Love ur gags and all!

hahahah!

Enjoy!

That's all for today,

dunno what i'll be doing for the next few weeks for hols!

haha!

Shall go jogging everyday!

I dun wanna get laughed or mocked when i go back to malaysia during chinese new year!

haha!

Also!
SHAWOLS ALL OVER THE WORLD!
VOTE FOR SHINEE ON ALLKPOP!
http://www.allkpop.com/2010awards/

Anxiety.

2010-12-11T13:53:00.004+08:00

Test is just next tues!

This week is really a busy week.

Haven had any entertainment this week.

hahah!

Had mindmap presentation ytd.

Everyone had their chance to present!

haha!

And i dunno why,

i was so nervous that headache came to me.

Can't really think,

so my presentation wasn't that well...

sigh.

So many things happening in class.

There might be a shift in groups next sem.

I hope the thick face and lazy one dun come to my grp,

if that person came,

one good girl will have to sacrifice.

I'm satisfied with my current group,

i dun wish to lose a good team player...

sigh...

And today,

I shall study!

Have been slacking since sch starts.

Hate it.

I need the motivation.

So let it be the Shinee and Beast to be my motivation!

I know it's no link!

hahah!

But they are my bias!

hahaha!

Another problem!

What is wrong with youtube downloader?!

it keeps giving me problems!

Like the HTTP ERROR 404.

Irritating,

i can't download and convert my vids!

Sadddddddd!

GOLDEN DISK AWARD!

2010-12-09T21:20:00.002+08:00

MY BABY BOYSSSSSSS!

WON 2 GOLDEN DISK AWARD!

SO HAPPY FOR THEM!

SHINEE FTW AHHHH!

HAHAHHA!

Didn't get to watch beast!

A bit disappointed!

But recovered cos i watched SHINee's AWESOME stage!

Can u imagine how happy i was!

I was sooo happy soooo excited for them!!!

I can go crazy anytime!

haven got the vids.

But i'll share one vid abt my baby boysss!

hahah

Onew using his finger to CRACK WALNUT!

How impressive and strong his finger is!

omg!

My TOP TOP TOP FAV ONEW!

Always so smart!

hahah!

Love him!

will be waiting for you.

2010-12-09T12:44:00.002+08:00

In the lab blogging now.
Will have to go for kelly services later!
Tues' class will be joining us.
It'll be so great!
haha!
Had a great day with the girls today!
Gossip gossip gossips!

20 page reviews ytd!!!
Another record!!!
hahah!
Thanks readers!!!
hahaha!

Some ppl are just pissing me off in sch.
Making my friends do redundant stuff.
I hate that.
Seriously,
why must they do this?
If u wanna add something that is redundant.
can't u do it yourself?
And why is there a need for u to act cute?!
that's gross...
Really.
That's just so fake,
so not u.
Be true and everyone will like.

Also some ppl must be responsible,
dun think that there's always someone to bear the consequences for u.
There's not.
It's ur duty to do ur job.

haha.
many things are just happening.
And i can't leave it like that.

Long time no see.

2010-12-08T20:59:00.003+08:00

Long time no see bestie.
Haven got any news from u these days.
Where have u gone?
Tell me soon.
Update me soon.
This feels damn distance.
Miss u bestie.

2010-12-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

LOL!
Third post of the day.
I'm multitasking again.
But something just crossed my mind.

hmm..
How should i phrase it,
i've seen the tagboard,
and there are a few visitors who tagged me.
they wrote positive comments abt my blog.
I'm just wondering,
is it true that my blog is interesting?
LOL!
I'm not feeling confident.
haha!
Cos,
i'm just an ordinary person who leads an ordinary life,
there's little fluctuation in my life..
Is it true?
haha!

Anyways,
thanks for reading!

B2UTY OF SOOOO BEAST!

2010-12-07T22:57:00.003+08:00

I'm so hooked up to BEAST right now!

However, my top bias will still be SHINee!

I'm a Shawols toooooo!

hahah!

My top Bias!

Onew!

He's such a great star,

with great personality and his gags.

haha!

Now,

to BEAST!

Their Live performance,

it sounds so different from those MB, MC and Inki.

This is really their live,

as in without those recording.

haha!

They are so lively and cute!

Doojoon and Junhyung's my fav,

what abt u???

hahah!

I can hear dongwon or doojoon's laughing at the front part!
can u?
LOL!

Yoseob has a different charisma when he's singing on stage as compared to reality shows.

haha!

That's what i think.

He really looks dashing on stage.

Junhyung's panting while rapping somewhere behind,
normally,
in other performances,
it's difficult to hear that.
this is so live!
dun u think so?
haha!

I'm like a crazy fangirl!

They are all awesome!

haha!

Mid sem test is next week,

i'm not even started studying!

ahhhh!

That's gonna be last minute work alr.

haha!

I'll try my best!

hahah!

화이팅!

girls rule!

2010-12-07T22:37:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

IT'S SUJAN'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!

THIS PRETTY GIRL

SUJAN,

IS SUCH A LUCKY GIRL!

BORN ON THE 7TH!

LUCKY 7!

HAHAH!

SHE'S AN AWESOME GIRL!

I LOVE HER SO MUCH!

HAPPY 18TH SUJAN!

U ARE ONE OF MY AWESOME BEST FRIEND!

What a Busy day today.

Met up with Funny Janice before sch.

Went to the lab for project meetings.

Multi-tasking!

hahah!

We were doing 3 different projects and

Camwhoring at the same time!

hahah!

We need some time to relax duh...

haha!

HR was relaxing today.

Focused on project.

It's the last round!

Tmr's the due date!

We shall sprint now to the ending point!

haha!

After HR,

met up with Darling Liyou!

She went for blood donation that was held in sch.

And when i reached there,

she was lying down.

Asked her what happened,

she said that she felt giddy and nauseous after donating 450ml of blood.

Felt so bad for her,

but she's a strong girl!

Chat a little while waiting for her to feel better!

hahah!

Went to eat at bizpark!

Updated each other a lot!

That's so much fun talking to girl!

Lovely Liyou,

we'll meet up soon!!!

just this time.

2010-12-06T20:25:00.004+08:00

It's gonna be a busy week this week!

Less than a week to the mid sem tests!

Took that photo before consultation with Chin yi!!!

hahah!

She's such a pretty girl.

Any face is perfect!

hahah!

Love her!

Totally broke my record!

haha!

Guess what i've had today?!

Skipped lecture,

ate Scrambled egg for breakfast!

Then..

Went to the lab and chiong HR.

And brownie for lunch at 2.

That brownie lasted for like 4hrs!

hahah!

Till consultation is over.

Why do i say this is record breaking?

cos.

Normally,

if i eat lunch,

i tend to eat a lot!

Very much than some guys can eat!

hahah!

Day with Janice is always nice!

haha

She's so funny!

haha!

Mistook my consultation time today.

Thought it was 9:25am,

asked Janice abt hers on the bus,

she said she has the same time as me!

Totally shocked!

I thought theirs will be at 10:15am.

So i asked my team mates.

and i'm the one who got sch early!

Wahhhh..

Made me wake up so early.

=.=

LOL!

Thanks readers for reading!

That makes me motivated to blog even if i'm really busy!

hahah...

Shhhhh...

2010-12-04T22:10:00.003+08:00

I'm not in the good mood to talk now.

Really just feel like shutting my mouth and not talk.

Why?

Cos,

I found out that in other's eyes,

I'm an ugly girl,

i wanna shut up,

and

Hide myself.

That's all...

2010-12-04T18:24:00.004+08:00

I'm back from shopping!!!

Actually,

I went to sell some books at Bras Basar with my sister and cousin!!!

The buyer is so damn stingy,

we brought like 3 bags,

and what we get is,

$5 back.

Stomped off to eat after donating some books to the library.

Tell u a secret,

National Library has got a really cute guy!

haha!

Went shopping after that.

Only brought 2shirts and 1 skirt.

I'm so envious that my cousin has a figure that is so much better!

No matter what she wear,

it just looks nice!

hahahha!

Envious!!!

No wonder,

everyone loves her!

haha!

Was so tired,

walking round and round the mall and bugis street.

My legs are breaking soon.

And

Still

Have

Rush

Project

!!!

But..

Can't

Concentrate!

hahah!

Another thing!

MNET CONCERT IS TODAY!

I SERIOUSLY WISH THAT I CAN BE THERE!!!

TO SEE BEAST AND MBLAQ!

JOKWON TOOOOOO!

Pls....

I wanna teleport there...

What what what?!

2010-12-04T11:09:00.004+08:00

Hello!

I had a great day ytd!

It was sooo much of laughing!

hahaha!

First,

it's my lovely classmates!

Girl's rule!

haha!

Was doing MER&RHRA!

And we went down to cheers and buy something to eat.

We were laughing all the way.

Especially me!

Cos when i see this girl,

I'll start laughing tremendously!!!

LOL!

She's damn cute and hilarious!

Went pasar malam with her...

Love her man!

hahaha!

Next up,

My ah ma and cousin came today!

It's like finally..

They reached Singapore last week,

but they were at my uncle's house.

haha!

It seems that it's boring for my grandma,

cos of the weather,

it's not a good time to shop.

So,

they stayed at home...

And for my cousin.

She's such..

funny girl!

u might see the word cousin and thinks that,

my cousin is very nice,

gentle and all..

HAHAHAH

She's very very violent!!!

LOL!

But i love her deep deep!

I love the rain.

2010-12-02T18:26:00.002+08:00

I love the rain so much.

Some ppl might think that,

rain makes them feel down.

But for me,

i just dunno why,

i'm happy when i see the rain today!

haha!

It's so cooling!

Was a little drenched on the way home.

haha!

Had kelly services today.

Presentation today.

Oh man.

I just can't stop to be nervous.

I was so nervous up there...

Picked up 2 calls today,

shall give the others a chance!

haha!

Actually,

I was suppose to interview someone with my another friend.

Waited till 3.30pm.

Then the consultant at another branch called

saying that the candidate went to the other branch.

So i lost the opportunity to do interview!

haha!

Hope to do it next week.

haha.

hmm...

I shall go bathe now!

haha!

Got to chiong all my projects.

Shall close twitter and facebook to avoid distractions.

Last thing!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIK XIAN!

I LOVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS!

ENJOY THIS SPECIAL DAY!

kekekkekekekeke

2010-12-01T19:45:00.002+08:00

2nd entry of the day!

LOL!

Why do i keep on updating?!

Cos..

I dun feel like doing work.

I just wanna slack around.

haha!

Watched vids of b2st and my all time favourite,

Shinee!

Onew finally had his haircut!

I like it!!!

Make him look so much better dun u think so?!

hahah!

Just finish the script for kelly presentation tmr...

Hope that it's alright.

Again.

I had my sister to check it for me.

She's got so much to talk abt!

LOL!

My sentence structure all those are changed for the better!

haha!

Alright.

I shall go continue my work.

hehs...

Sorry Li you that i heard the wrong date.

And make u wait for me today.

I'm so sorry.

Dang Dang Dang.

2010-12-01T11:57:00.002+08:00

My computer is running soooo slow today!

What's wrong with it?!

ughhhh!

Anyways,

I got no sch today!

This is the last wed that i'll be having no sch.

There'll be HR lab session on wed!

hahah!

Projects are dueing soooooo soon!

Gotta do most of it today.

If not i'm afraid i have to do last minute work.

Currently,

watch my girlfriend is a gumiho!!!

hahah!

So cute and funny!

Mum's watching Mary Stayed out all night!

That's so sweet!

I love that show too.

Will watch once my holiday starts!!

Heavy dose of Korean Dramas!

haha!

Motivated to.....

2010-11-30T22:49:00.001+08:00

Congratulations!

Veng wai!!!

hahaha!

U must be wondering why i'm congratulating myself right?!

haha!

Cos...

....

.....

I just saw my stats of my blog.

And I've got 15 views today!!!

It's a high record for me!!!

haha!

So motivated to blog more!

Thanks viewers!

But it's all abt my life..

Hope u'll enjoy!

hahah!

Truth is what that hurts.

Return gift for you

안니 사랑합니다!

BEAST FANMEET

Kyaaaaaa~~ I'm BACK!

Rants and Spazzes.

I'll be back

F I C T I O N and F A C T

Heart Thumping Hard.

SOOOO BEAST!

Blank

hot Hot HOT ahhhhh!

Post-Seoul Syndrome

impt impt!!!

Seoul~ Funtasticcccc!

Jealous Envious Jealous Envious!

Embarrassed

Yellow Bananas Wellness Day

My Chinese New Year in Malaysia

Relax Malaysia

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Heavenly Days 歌ってみた 【By:Claira】

LIGHTS WILL GO ON AGAIN FOR BEAST

Truth or False?!

Awesome Concert Night

Piling Piling

koreaaaaaa trippppp!

Aries? Pisces?

Useless.

2Down

Confusion

Image from: http://www.designswan.com/archives/8-interesting-visual....y.html

Last day of the week!

I have my own stand, Bitch.

Blankkkkkk....

Back to normal.

Gaining Muscles!

down down down!

bumbleeeee beeeeessyyyy!

Shinee's World Concert

HAPPY HAPPY NEWWW YEAR!

Save the last memory of 2010

Sing, Sang, Song!

Breathe Out~~

Temptation

Long Time No See Darlings

All My Love to you~

It's the season of giving!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!

BEAST's Doojoon & Dongwoon- When The Door Closes [FULL HQ][ENG SUB]

Thanks To - Yoseob and Junhyung

Reminisce The Past

Wheeeeeeeeesstlllleeeee!

I want my life. My freedom.

Annoyed

Sighhh...

It's ur day and i'm as happy as you!

spilled.

My everything

lifeless

Let's Get Up andddd Dance!

Best of onew!

I want you.

Anxiety.

GOLDEN DISK AWARD!

will be waiting for you.

Long time no see.

B2UTY OF SOOOO BEAST!

girls rule!

just this time.

Shhhhh...

What what what?!

I love the rain.

kekekkekekekeke

Dang Dang Dang.

Motivated to.....

Heavenly Days　歌ってみた　【By:Claira】